The Trivial Pursuit of Happiness

off work early, have a whole weekend off (since the library isn’t even open on weekends during the break), want to run far far away and take only my boyfriend, my book, a couple of warm blankets, and the 20 bucks i got from selling back my books (which the bookstore will sell for $80 no doubt).

where can we run to?

maybe we will go home.

(this pic i dedicate it to brad. )
this is my home

this is what home really looks like http://www.skamania.org/LiveGorgeCam.htm (when i looked, it was raining. as it does 6 months a year. )

PS – for all you ska co kids, check out the a&j web site. well worth buying the domain name no doubt. http://www.ajmarket.com/index.htm

more than anything i want to get in the truck, take dane somewhere sunny and warm, somewhere that we didn’t worry about money, or jobs, or family or anything. i wish i could kidnap him, take him to cali, and we coud live on the beach, selling sand castles for money. i really wouldn’t mind being poor if it were a choice….

have a safe trip home ang. i will see you on the 28th.

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little by little things are changing, and the fabric of my life is finally pulling together the holes.

3 finals down, one to go, i think i may not fail ANYTHING. whow. plus, i was asked to teach this high risk class next quarter. sure, it sucked to sit through, but it may be fun to teach…

going hoome to cuddle on the couch for a few minutes, then off to work.

as a note to myself, today was the day you found that lump in your neck. (was told to mark it’s progress, and i figure this is about the only thing i won’t lose in my messy messy house.) nothing to worry about kids, keep moving, nothing to see here.

gonna go fail a astronomy final. wish me luck. *rolls her eyes*

soooo ready for a break. yay that this week is it, then 3 weeks of only work and sleep. yummmmmm. sleep is yummy.

lisa is coming out soon hopefully. we have been talking alot more lately, and i realize how much i miss her. in an ideal world i would get lisa to come live with us, and dane would get martin,(bigger house? yes) and we would have people other than each other to talk to. imagine that.

i want to quit school and buy brandons vw bus and go down to cali and live in the sunshine, learn to surf, translate for deaf people, and be a hippie
or, i want to move to canada, open a theatre, have lots of trees and play guitar loud. and be a hippie.
but on the current path, i will be 30 by the time i am totally done with school, have a couple brat, spoiled kids, work in a school, have a drinking problem, and probably run away when im 45, and become a hippie.

huh.

whats in your water?

http://www.epa.gov/epahome/whereyoulive.htm

soooo today is a good day, because i have not fallen down (yet) and i found out that i can default on my short term loan ($300) that is due in 14 days (which would be hard with how poor i am ) and it will not mess up my eligibility for next year. which is important, yes?
bills this month = $830
income = $450

huh.
dane went to spokane early this morning to apply for more jobs. i got up to NOT do homework that is due tomorrow and i have not started. damn it.

uhh, back to it being a good day. i got an email from my mom’s best friend, debbie, with lots of pictures from when we were all little. i will post them when i get around to it, but right now i have to go fill out some paper work, and go home and eat rice. yayayaya.
or something.

so today is rent day, and i am $100 short. BAH. damn you at home cafe for firing dane, damn you bank for letting me over draw 10 times (there by spending my entire pay check in over draft fees) damn you world.

and damn you bradley for stealing my $20 i found.

other than being so poor we don’t eat, life is good.
danes put in 24 applications. no one is calling. someone give him a job. please. or just adopt us and let us eat your food.

have been emailing with one of my moms bast friends, crying and laughing and just catching up. so weird.