The Trivial Pursuit of Happiness

out of my mind!

happy
happy
happy
birthday

to you
to you
angie!

yeah yeah yeah

these are just some more cute ones i found. love ya hun, i know today (and tomorrow!) will be great.

i hate livejournal.

just lost a huge, wonderful post

gist of what you can not read:
dane is gone for a week. i can not live without him.
i am sick.
ang – we need to talk, so i can get out there for your bday!
go here. listen to this song. download the rest of it. http://www.smokecds.com/mp3/72401.mp3 (india arie – the truth)
i am walking in the dark. i have a whole rant about how men don’t have to be scared walking down the sidewalk, and women do, and that is sad.
i missed friends. and scrubs. damn it.
we are poor. POORR poor. i need this quarter to be over so i can get my scholorship check
i miss dane. my entire life is centered about him. and that is okay.

*sigh* seriously, like an hour of typing. gone.

i tryed to use you livejournal.
back to the ivory book i see….

so, like a year ago, someone showed me a russian music video, by two girls, called TATU, and while the main reason i was being shown it was because their were girls making out, i discovered the english version the other day, and realize i really like this band… download what you can find of them. they have a single on MP3.com….

things i hate:

being awake early for no big reason, since all my early classes are either canceled of only lasted 15 minutes.
losing long posts because i am an idiot
10 page papers that refuse to be started
not being able to check out an overnight laptop until 1
feeling distant from everything
lagging computers
cigarettes(which was previously on my love list, only because i am not so smart, and forgot which list i was on? yeah… thanks ang for pointing it out to me. )

things i love:
www.thebasement.com.au
rollerskaters
addictive boyfriends who are warm and let me stay in bed until i HAVE to get out
dreads
I wish i had my sister hair, cause i would so dread my hair.. this is beautiful…

and alot of other stuff.

Live
Overcome

Even now
The world is bleedin’
But feelin’ just fine
All numb in our castle
Where we’re always free to choose
Never free enough to find
I wish somethin’ would break
Cuz we’re runnin’ out of time

And I am overcome
I am overcome
Holy water in my lungs
I am overcome

These women in the street
Pullin’ out their hair
My master’s in the yard
Givin’ light to the unaware
This plastic little place
Is just a step amongst the stairs

And I am overcome
I am overcome baby
Holy water in my lungs
I am overcome

So drive me out
Out to that open field
Turn the ignition off
And spin around
Your help is here
But I’m parked in this open space
Blockin’ the gates of love

I am overcome
I am overcome
Holy water in my lungs
I am overcome

I am overcome
I am overcome
Holy water in my lungs
I am overcome

Beautiful drowning
This beautiful drowning
This holy water
This holy water
Is in my lungs

And I am overcome
I am overcome
I am overcome
I am overcome

when i work, my hands get so dry.

i am not sure why.

i rhymed.

i HAVE to go to history tomorrow. i skipped it today, telling myself “i need to work on other homework.” did i? nooooo.
i was doing so good the beginning of this quarter!

have to go to the writers center now, have them help me with an outline for my big paper. this is going to be lame, since i have nothing printed out, and don’t really feel like i NEED their help, but hey, cool, whatever. it’s a grade.

i think my boss wants to fire me. i am sitting here, and every time i look up at the main desk, he is glaring at me. *shrug* oh well.

i am hungry. dane has my atm card. grrrrrrr.

hmm.. i have netstorage now.. i can’t figure out how to link to things in there though. maybe it’s impossible. *shrug*